someone who can make me love

this is the first time i talked about my life in front of public

originated from an accident when i met him in front of his house, couldn't believe it turned out we were in a similar environment since starting secondary school. world was very narrow at that time because all we know is the same person and even then we were rumored by neighbors when in fact we had dinner, but he just walked me home, because someone is supposed to drive me home, can't

until now i don't understand why i can think about him, what could this love at first sight or just my imagination. but it's also important not to think about it. i wasn't old enough to think about it
i don't care it back or not, i've never forced other people's feelings. even if that happens i prefer to think of school and not go into other things besides writing and learning.